I wish that you eventually realize how much your actions hurt me.
I cannot express enough how thankful I am to have him.
I’m not mad at you. I just miss you.
I need to stop forcing things to happen & start trusting Him.
Let go, & let God.
There is actually no point in trying anymore.
I’m thankful for a lot of things in my life such as a wonderful family, awesome second family and friends, and many more.
And you, my love, are one of them. You are one of God’s greatest blessings to me.
Lately, I’ve realized the importance of patience and discerning. I’ve realized the importance of saving myself for the right person, whether it may be you or someone else. I’ve realized the importance of waiting for the right time to come for us to be able to start dating, regardless if we have to wait a very long time.
I’ve realized that regardless of how rainy the weather may be for us now, there’ll be sunshine and rainbows in the end. Once the rain dries out, we can only imagine how beautiful the rainbow would be.. Together.
I think you & I can make up many reasons on why we should give up everything now and move on. I don’t know about you, but I can never come to do it. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to. Despite everything that’s been going on with us recently, I can still think of many reasons on why we should stay and keep going. I believe being with you is and will be one bittersweet ride, and to be honest, I wouldn’t want it with anyone else any other way.
I hope you realize how much this hurts me..
It makes me sick/sad/jealous/angry when I see posts/tweets/pictures/videos of anything that relates to couples.
But I don’t hate seeing them… Lol I don’t know.